im sad;
shattered;
heart-broken..
you're kind. you dun wanna hurt anyone.
so you acted blur by keeping quiet.
but giving false hope at times..
it makes ppl real happy and hopeful.
and you swing ppl's mood,
by treating each and other differently.
"sourness"...
time passed by,
im getting tired & shattered inside.
previous wounds have healed,
but im stupid, i hurt myself again intentionally...
i worked, chilled out and played just to keep myself busy,
so that my mind wont have any storage space for you.
i did it, sort of.
im happy. (=
but time seems to be unfriendly with me.
in the blink of an eye,
school started.
i cant wait,
i wanna feel how is it like when im not hopeful anymore,
and not have butterflys in my stomach when we talked.
for the first 4 weeks im glad, the feeling's really gone.
however, history starts to creep on me silently.
and BOOM. its here again.
goner.
so im here now.
nevermind,
i will forget soon.
sigh,
and its all because of you.